Want 2 time travel?

Ever wanted to go back in time? To another century? I watched a show on that. I wonder if one could really change history. Just thinking of doing that scares me.
You see if one was to go back with all the knowledge we have today, I would fear the world would not be as it is today. No America, all third world nations. Would we really wants things different.
Think of all the technology we have today. Then remember how it was in the 60s.
Life was hard then. People worked hard at their jobs. Struggling to have the best for their kids. There were protesters against the war. In the 70s, life was beginning to get better. in the 80s, Americas market was flourishing. The dollar was strong and people were living a little easier. In the 90s it seemed like the World was enjoying the boom. People were buying homes, investing in wall street and the world wide market. It really did not matter who you were you could have a piece of the World.
Technology Boomed in the New Century. A computer was affordable and every household could have one. They got smaller in size and still getting smaller. Then the Schools caught on. A computer lab in school, teach children to use them. Now we can surf the WEB to find all the history we want.
My Child needed to write a paper for health class. The subject; some one famous who dealt with a mental issue. Get on the internet, search engine, get name and Google the name. All the articles on that person was out there in cyberspace for the taken. The article done in a days time. Picture and notes. No Library , days of research or wasted time on the phone. How easy is that!
Now do you really want to go back and risk the chance of changing time? I would not. Even if I could only change one thing it would affect so much more.

2 Be Who I Am.

Heard a message yesterday in church. Funny how questions thought and not spoken get answered. I was thinking how can one change how they are. Ever wanted to start over? I feel that way often. Every time we moved, change Areas in our lives, or go away from groups I want to start over. A feeling of rejection or mistakes made filled my soul. My thoughts were, if I start over then I can change. Become the person I think People want. I seem to always revert back to Me!
It was made clear to me that I am who I am. Profound I think. All these years I have been trying to be someone else. With each move I felt relieved and thought I could be someone else. I looked forward to the moves just so I could start over. Starting over became an obsession.
I am a Caring person. Love having fun and experiencing new things. Love learning everything I can on anything that comes up. Technology is amazing and the world seems to be evolving by the day. Age helps me become a better thinker, however it can make me rethink past decisions.
Since I have change my direction in life to follow the Lord,Jesus Christ, I have been waiting for that Life changing moment. I now realize that "that moment" is not going to happen. I am who I am. I will need to be that person and not be intimidated by others to be someone else. I am who God Almighty wanted me to be. I have changed over the Years. Although the changes are more in how I feel about things, And not in who I am. I still make mistakes. Do not measure up to some of my family members. However I think I will be content in who I am. Allow myself to be the fun loving,life loving, Earth loving soul. God wants me to enjoy Life here on earth. To see all the good that can be done. To not live in Sadness and Gloom.
If you are reading this, know that I am who I am, not perfect and can not do it all, will disappoint you, But I am willing to listen to you. Hope you will accept me for me.